Sunday, November 6, 2011

I STINK MY PANTS......my first time on purpose in a store

After realizing how exciting it was to STINK my pants outside of my house I wanted to do it in a more "public" place where there would be other people around me and thought it would be fun to try it at a store. For my first time I wanted to go somewhere that wasn't too busy or too confined but yet would give me the thrill of being in public with people around. I decided on a K-Mart near to my house where I knew on weeknights there were never too many shoppers. Within a few days I had the opportunity I was hoping for. Shortly after eating dinner one evening I started getting a strong urge to poop and I knew it would be the perfect time to STINK my pants at K-Mart. I put on a long leg panty girdle over my full cut cotton panties for added protection to insure that my poop wouldn't escape into my jeans then to make things a little more interesting, I inserted a suppository prior to leaving for K-Mart. I already had butterflies in my stomach in anticipation of what I was about to do and by the time I arrived at K-Mart I was also starting to get a little nervous. The suppository was having the desired effects and after walking around in the store for only about five minutes my need to poop had gotten to the point that I felt like I couldn't "hold it' much longer. I was in the Housewares area then walked to the aisle where the picture frames are located and there was a woman standing there looking at frames. I went to the far end of the aisle a good distance from where she was then pretended to also be looking at frames. By then the butterflies in my stomach were enormous and I wasn't sure I could go through with my plan. The woman hadn't gotten any nearer to me and as I stood there I thought to myself "should I do this or not? I know it's crazy but I really want to go in my pants". I thought about it for a few more seconds then I quietly said to myself "I'm going to do it, I'm going to STINK my pants". Without further hesitation I grunted and heard the crackling sound of STINK quickly filling my pants. And there was no doubt at all that I FILLED THEM!!! I was almost shocked by the large amount of creamy STINK I'd pushed into my panties and for the first time since that infamous moment at Woolworths when I was eight years old, I was standing in a store and my pants were completely FULL OF STINK!!! The area where I was standing was instantly filled with the odor of STINK and if anyone would have walked by me at that moment they would have known I had it in my pants. I knew I needed to leave right away and began to walk through the store towards the exit. Although I was very paranoid it felt wonderful walking through a K-Mart with my pants full of STINK and in a strange way I was almost wishing that someone would know. No one was ever very near to me though and I'm certain I got out undetected. As soon as I sat down in my van and felt my STINK squishing up my butt crack and between my legs, I couldn't wait any longer to fully enjoy myself. I began rubbing my excited wee-wee through my jeans as I rocked back and forth in my STINK and within seconds I soaked my panties with cum!
Since that first time at K-Mart, I have enjoyed filling my panties with STINK in various stores, at the local mall on a number of occasions, while taking long bicycle rides and while walking around in my neighborhood. I've worn panties, girdles, and diapers. No matter how many times I do it, I still get the same adrenaline "rush" and always find it exciting. I usually enjoy using laxatives, suppositories, or bottled enemas when making STINK in my panties in public places in order to help give me a feeling of "desperation". It's so exciting to be somwhere in a public place and having to go STINK so badly that I know I can't make it to a restroom if I wanted to. At that moment I will think to myself "oh god, I'm going to STINK my pants" then totally enjoy the wonderful feeling of the warm creamy mess spreading in my panties followed by the "panick" from knowing that I'm in public with my pants full of STINK!