Friday, October 13, 2017

"Uncut" Cocks

I saw my first uncut (non-circumcised) penis in the locker room during my physical education class while in junior high. Mine is circumcised and most of the boys in my class looked just like mine. I noticed that two boys penises looked quite different from the rest, almost freakish to me and I didn't know why? I did know that I preferred the way mine looked and was happy that I had what seemed to be the "normal" design. The others looked so strange that I actually did everything possible to not have to ever look at them and I even thought that maybe they were deformed. Eventually I learned why the two boys penises were different than mine but I still didn't care for the look of them and was quite happy that mine had been "cut".

Throughout most of my lifetime, I had no sexual interest in men and whether a cock was cut or uncut was irrelevant to me but after my sissy desires took over, I became very interested in looking at cocks. I loved looking at men with circumcised cocks and I'm sorry to say that I was repulsed by uncut cocks. I wanted nothing to do with them. I didn't want to look at them and I certainly didn't ever want to suck one! I belong to a picture sharing website and when I would get friend requests from guys with uncut cocks, I would not friend them. I didn't want to see their "ugly' uncut penis! I'm embarrassed to admit it but I truly was prejudiced and a cock snob. I didn't like cocks that were different than mine.

I am happy to say that all changed a few months ago. I'm not sure why? All I know is that I saw the picture below and I got incredibly turned on! It totally excited me to see the head of that penis sticking out from under the foreskin as this man's cock was getting aroused. For the first time in my life I was getting turned on by looking at an uncut cock and I couldn't help but rub my sissy wee-wee as I looked at the picture.


I then looked at the next picture of the same cock. The penis head was all the way out of the foreskin and fully exposed. It looked incredibly sexy and as I imagined taking that beautiful excited uncut penis in my mouth I ejaculated in the panties I was wearing under my jeans. I couldn't believe it but I was sitting there looking at an uncut cock and had shot a load of cum in my pants! 

Since that day, I can't get enough of looking at uncut cocks. I can't believe it but I'm now getting more aroused by looking at them rather than circumcised ones. I masturbate and cum while fantasizing about them. And YES, my ultimate desire is to sexually pleasure an uncut penis. I want to feel one in my mouth and I want to have my boy pussy filled with one! I'm looking forward to the day when I first get that experience.

Following are a few more pictures of the same sexy cock. I love looking at it and I'm going to masturbate again. I love uncut cocks!!! 

Tuesday, October 3, 2017

61 Years Old and Still a Sissy

It's been nearly four years since my last posting and I decided that it was time to start writing again. I am now 61 years old and I still play with myself.....all the time! I truly love playing with my sissy wee-wee in my pretty panties! It feels so good and I usually can't control my excitement for long. I almost always end up making sissy creamies in my panties but then, isn't that what happens to sissies who play with themselves? I really do love to cum in my pretty girly underpants and it excites me to have people see that I've cum. The pictures were taken on my 61st birthday. Is it obvious that I enjoyed my birthday?


Sunday, October 27, 2013

Being watched on webcam...

I really love to masturbate on webcam and be watched while I "play with myself". I hadn't done it for awhile but this past Friday I signed on to Webcamnow with my screen name SissyInPanty and fully enjoyed myself. I had up to 6 people viewing me and telling me what to do. I really love being told what to do and following their orders! I started out by rubbing myself through my pretty panties. It wasn't long before I was told to pull my panties down and jerk off for everyone to see. The excitement was too much and I told them that I needed to stop as I didn't want to cum yet. They then had me turn around, bend over, spread my cheeks so they could see my hole and beg to have a cock in my butt. When I turned back to face the camera I pulled my panties back up then began to rub myself through them again. While I played with myself I had to tell everyone that I wanted to suck cock and swallow cum. After a few minutes I pulled my panties back down and began to slap my cock against my belly. I told everyone "I'm a sissy and I'm beating my meat". I don't know why but watching myself do this and hearing my cock slapping against my belly really excites me. It was pretty obvious from my moaning that I was getting really turned on. One guy told me to tell him how much I loved to beat my meat and beg to suck his cock. I stood there slapping my cock against my belly while saying "Sir, I love to beat my meat. I love beating my meat for you. Please, let me suck your cock while I beat my meat. I will suck your cock and swallow your cum. Please fill my mouth with cum". He kept telling me he was going to ram his cock down my throat and give me a big hot load of cum to swallow. Then he said "hold out your hand and start jerking off for me sissy". I did as I was told then he said "Now cum....and catch every drop". As soon as he told me to cum I started to shoot my load. I continued jerking off and when I finished ejaculating I had a large load of hot cum in my hand. The guy then told me to eat my cum like a sissy and to make sure everyone could watch me do it. I held my hand up near my webcam then ate my cum. Being watched while I masturbated and ate my cum was such a turn on. Now I can't wait to do it all again.

Thursday, May 30, 2013

Showing my face in pictures.....

Although this picture is of my backside, I am now out of control with allowing my face to be seen in pictures that I post on various websites. I have totally exposed my identity by allowing nearly anyone with access to the websites to see me dressed in my pretty sissy undies, masturbating, and OMG yes.....even making STINK in my panties! It's so insane and I know I'm risking being seen by someone that knows me....and yet I can't keep myself from doing it. Every time that I see one of the pictures has been viewed or commented on, it gets me incredibly aroused, especially the pictures of me wearing STINK filled panties! If you are on Flickr, I have a large number of pictures that show my face while dressed in my sissy panties and bra, sucking a rubber cock and rubbing my excited wee-wee. There are also several of me masturbating. I'm InPanties24Seven. If you have an account at ExperienceProject, you can find me as SissyInPanty. Ask to be a friend and you will not only see some of the same pictures that are on Flickr but you will also be able to see a large number of pictures of me with STINK in my panties.....including some that show my face. There aren't many things more exciting to a panty pooping sissy than to be seen with STINK in his pants! Check out my pictures and please leave comments.....I love them!

Friday, April 19, 2013

I want to suck a cock again......

I've tried putting it out of my mind but it's no use.....I WANT TO SUCK A COCK!!! I admit it again...I WANT TO SUCK A COCK AND SWALLOW A BIG HOT LOAD OF CUM!!! Isn't there anyone around that wants to have their cock sucked by a panty wearing sissy? I need it so bad.....someone please help me find a big cock to suck. I'm ready and waiting!

Friday, February 15, 2013

Naughty pictures exposing myself....I must be insane

Ever since I had the capability of taking digital pictures and uploading them, I have posted pictures on various websites of myself wearing panties, pooping in panties, or masturbating. The pictures either did not include my face or my face was blocked out in order to remain anonymous. On occasion when I would communicate with someone directly via e-mail and they wanted to trade pictures, I would send them pictures that showed my face. I don't know why but I found it to be very arousing to no longer be anonymous in the photos and would masturbate while looking at the pictures that I sent, knowing someone was actually "seeing me" being so naughty. I can't believe what a turn on it is for me to let people see me doing naughty things! I guess that's also why I get so excited showing myself on webcam. Over the years I had always been very discreet about having my face seen in my naughty pictures. Occasionally I would share some on my Flickr website but I would only let them be seen for a few days before I would make them private. All of that changed last year when I first began posting pictures at Motherless in which my face was showing. The pictures showed me pooping and masturbating in panties and had been extracted from video's in my younger days. Since my face has changed over the past twenty years and with the pictures being mostly "grainy" I wasn't overly concerned with having someone I know recognize me. The bad thing is that these pictures have now become fuel for my deviant sexual desires. I got so aroused by having explicit photos showing my face on a public website that I couldn't resist the desire to post more for people to see. A few months ago I again made public all the photos on Flickr that I had previously posted for only a few days. Once I opened that floodgate I couldn't control myself. Since then I have uploaded a number of pictures of myself either masturbating, wearing pretty panties, dressed as a sissy in panties, or simulating cock sucking with a rubber dildo. Almost all of the pictures show my face as I fully expose my identity to any viewers. My little wee-wee is again getting excited right now just thinking about having people see those pictures. As crazy as it was that I've exposed myself on Flickr and Motherless.....I've now posted even more humiliating explicit pictures on my EP account. If you've been following my blog I'm sure that you can already guess that those pictures include my panty pooping activity. So now, anyone who is a friend of mine on EP can see pictures of me showing my face and wearing panties filled with STINK! Yes I know it's really weird but I LOVE IT, and being seen with STINK in my panties excites me the most! A few months ago I was contacted by Master D. He has seen pictures of me and told me that he wanted me to be his online sissy. We have had private webcam sessions where I masturbate for him while I worship his cock. He sometimes gives me sissy tasks and assignments. One of his assignments was for me to make a video of myself masturbating while dressed as a sissy. I was instructed that my face had to be visible throughout the video and that I had to post it at Motherless. I have now also been instructed to post the link here on my blog. Copy and paste the following ling to see the video. http://motherless.com/5C0CE04

Friday, July 6, 2012

Recent fun on webcam

It's been a while since I had a really enjoyable time masturbating on a live webcam but my last time was definitely fun. I was dressed in white silky panties and a white bra when I logged on at Webcamnow.com as CockInPanty. I began checking out various live webcams to see what interesting activity I could find. I generally check out the webcams with females first but as is usually the case, there really wasn't anyone interesting. Of course being a sissy, I enjoy the webcams with men also. I prefer guys who are forty to sixty years old and the ones that are't too physically fit. I don't know why but watching an average guy playing with his cock is more of a turn on for me than some studly guy with a great physique. Anyway, I found a couple guys to watch and flipped back and forth between them, rubbing my sissy little wee-wee in my panties as they played with their cocks. A few people came into my room to check me out but no one messaged me. After being on webcam for about ten minutes Miss Sindee entered my room and started a conversation. She told me she wss married and enjoyed making her husband be a sissy. She told me some things she's made him do and I commented on how lucky he was. She then asked if I would like to be her sissy and I anxiously admitted that I would. Miss Sindee then began telling me the things she would make me do and my wee-wee started getting very aroused. It was HOT! She told me how she would make me dress as a woman and make me beg for her to fuck my boy pussy with a big strap-on dildo. She would then bring in a man and I would be required to lick his ball as he fucked her. When he was done I would have to lick her pussy clean. I would then have to suck the mans cock and get him ready for her again. As Miss Sindee told me everything I would have to do I became more and more aroused. She then began asking me questions and made me admit to everyone in the room that I wanted to have my boy pussy fucked by a big cock and that I desired to suck cock and swallow cum. It wasn't long before I was so turned on I could hardly control myself and Miss Sindee had me right where she wanted me. She told me to play with my sissy cock in my panties for her and she then said since I was her sissy she wanted me to cum in my panties for her. I moaned with pleasure as I asked "you want me to cum in my panties?" and she replied "Yes, NOW!" And oh my god, I creamed them for her! I shot a large hot load in my pretty panties for Miss Sindee and it was wonderful!