My Sissy Confession....mom called it STINK

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I sucked my second cock!

It was almost two years since the first time that I sucked a cock and afterwards I thought I would probably never do it again....but I DID! I'd been getting horny thinking about trying it again so a few weeks ago I contacted a man that I had communicated with last fall. We weren't able to find a way to get together then and it was forgotten. When I contacted him last month he was still interested in having me suck his cock while I was dressed in bra and panties. After a few e-mails we were able to determine a time and place that worked for both of us.

I met him at his office on a Friday morning. No one else was in the office that day so it was a perfect setting. He was a year older then me, about 6 foot 1 inches tall and looked fit. I was nervous from the moment I arrived and when I told him I was there for a 10AM appointment, he knew what I was there for and led me to the conference room. I had told him ahead of time that if possible I would like to suck him in front of a mirror as I wanted to see what I looked like with a cock in my mouth. When I walked into the conference room I saw a chair sitting in front of a mirror and I knew my fantasy was about to come true.

He asked if I was wearing bra and panties and when I told him I was he had me strip down to my feminine undies. At the same time he removed his clothes and I saw his nice thick cock for the first time. He had me sit in the chair and when he moved in front of me I began to lick his cock and balls then took his cock in my mouth. After sucking him for a few minutes he got down on his knees, pulled the front of my panties down then began to play with my cock and balls before licking and sucking them. It felt so good that I had to ask him to stop as I felt like I was about to cum. He then had me remove my panties so he could check out my butt. I then got down on my knees and as I began to suck him again I asked him to sit in the chair. I took his cock in my mouth then looked at myself in the mirror sucking his thick 7 inch cock. I was playing with my cock while I watched myself sucking his and it was more excitement then I could handle. I tried to get myself under control but it was too late as I began shooting my load into my own hand. I apoloized and he was understanding as he gave me a kleenex to clean up with then he took my limp cock in his mouth to taste the last bit of my cum. He had me turn around and bend over then he started playing with my butt as he massaged my balls between my legs. I felt his finger against my hole then he pushed it in. It felt big and hurt a little with no lubricant. He continued to finger my hole then he said "oh shit" as the excitement got to be too much for him also and he shot his load on his belly.

It wasn't the way I had hoped it would end but before we parted ways we talked about getting together again sometime. As I drove home, I felt a kind of strange about what I had done and decided there wouldn't be a next time. After only two weeks I began getting the desire to suck cock. I contacted my male friend and we're both anxious for the next time. The time and place hasn't been determined yet but I know it will be as soon as we have the opportunity. Now that we've been together once, I'm certain we will both be a little more relaxed the next time and the results will be better. I'm really curious as to what it's like to have a man shoot his hot load of cum in my mouth. I hope I will finally know after our next meeting!

Sucking cock one time means you're curious, but after the second time it means you are a cocksucker. And since I'm craving having a cock in my mouth again, I think I can safely say "I AM A SISSY COCKSUCKER!!!"

The attached pictures are what I wore and looked like for my second cocksucking experience. I think the flowered panties are very sissy looking! Don't you agree?

Exposed myself as planned

Today went just as planned, I masturbated on webcam with my face showing the entire time. It was such an incredible turn on! I was called a slut and a bitch, and ordered to fuck my butt deep and fast with my rubber dildo. I was moaning with pleasure as I rubbed my wee-wee and fucked my butt! It was absolutely wonderful!!! My sesssion ended with me cumming in my panties. What a surprise! It felt so good and I loved knowing that my face was being seen as I masturbated. I can hardly wait for the next time!!!

Exposing myself on webcam

I plan on "fully exposing" myself this Friday, 12/17 between 9AM and 10AM EST (2PM and 3PM GMT) at Webcamnow.com. I will be dressed in bra and panties, and sucking a rubber cock as I masturbate. I'm certain I'll also be using that rubber cock in my butt at times too! My camera will be positioned in such a manner that my face will be visible throughout my entire masturbation session. I can hardly believe I'm planning on doing this and I'm trembling with excitement thinking about how anyone in the world will be able to see me and my facial expressions as I enjoy playing with my wee-wee while wearing panties. I'm so turned on that I'm playing with myself now as I write and I very nearly came in my pants! I CAN'T WAIT TO MASTURBATE AND CUM IN MY PANTIES on cam in less then 72 hours!!! Anyone watching will be able to see who this sissy is! And I hope there will be several people!!!

Masturbating on webcam again

I was back on Webcamnow.com this morning masturbating. It's so exciting having others watch me while I play with my wee-wee! Today I was dressed in bra, Olga panties, and stockings. I started out the session with my butt plug in place. After about ten minutes on cam I pulled my panties down to reveal my butt plug to everyone watching. I then pulled my panties back up and continued to play with my wee-wee in my panties. After about ten more minutes and after getting fully aroused, I removed my panties and the butt plug then inserted a ten inch rubber dildo into my waiting hole. I got incredibly turned on having others watch me fuck my own butt with a dildo while I continued playing with my wee-wee. I couldn't help but moan with pleasure which they seemed to enjoy. When I realized that I couldn't control myself much longer I put my panties back on, put the butt plug back in place then sucked the dildo that had been in my butt. Within seconds the viewers watched me completely soak my pretty panties with cum. I pulled my wet panties down in front and rubbed the dildo in my cum then licked it clean. It was an incredible turn on having people see what a sissy I can be. I can hardly wait for my next opportunity to have fun on my webcam. The images are how I looked just before starting my session.

I came in my pants at Kohl's again!

I was so turned on by cumming in my panties at Kohl's last month that I was hoping to do it again sometime soon. The Master who had instructed me to do it the last time was pleased with my performance and since I had enjoyed it so much he assignedme the task of cumming in my panties in public again, this time while in a cosmetics department looking at lipsticks.

I knew in advance that I would be off work today and prepared for my task by not having sex or masturbating to completion for the past ten days. I have played with myself often to build up lots of cum for my task and many times ended up with pre-cum in my panties although I never ejaculated during the ten day period. I was extremely horny and anxious to complete my assignment from the moment I woke up this morning and played with myself while looking at pictures on Flickr to get myself even more aroused. By around 10:30 AM I couldn’t contain my excitement any longer and was more then ready to complete my task.

I had decided I would again go to Kohl’s since that worked out so well the last time. I wore lavender nylon Fruit of the Loom full cut panties with a lacey waistband and a pink bra under my pullover shirt with tan pleated pants. Master instructed me to make the spot in my pants "obvious" and I knew by wearing tan pants I would accomplish that. I then followed pretty much the same routine as last time, playing with myself as I drove while thinking about how I would soon be squirting a creamy load in my pretty panties. I shopped for a short while in the men’s department then took some pants to the fitting room. I undid my pants and again watched in the mirror as I played with myself through my panties until I was fully aroused. I then pulled the front of my panty down so I could look at my very excited wee-wee. The skin was pulled tight and the head was shiny. I rubbed the head very gently until a small amount of pre-cum appeared. I wiped it with my finger and licked it then I pulled my panty back up and redid my pants. As I looked at myself in the mirror before leaving the fitting room, it was quite obvious that I had an erection in my pants and I was anxious to get to the cosmetics department to finish pleasuring myself.

The cosmetics department is half-way across the store from the men’s fitting room. I discreetly continued to play with myself as I walked through the small aisles among the clothes but then I also had to walk down one of the main aisles. I met a few people coming towards me in the aisle and felt rather self-conscious since I knew my erection could easily be noticed. I did however find it exciting to think that they may see that my wee-wee was aroused. As I approached the cosmetics department, I could see there was only one woman in the area shopping and a female sales clerk who was talking with her. Neither were in the aisle where the lipstick was located but as soon as I walked into that aisle the clerk saw me and asked if I needed her help with anything. I told her I was fine, that I was shopping for my wife’s birthday and I knew what I was getting then thanked her. I was relieved that she then continued helping the woman rather then coming over to where I was standing. I only stood there looking at the lipsticks for a moment as I knew if I waited too long the clerk would surely come over to help me. I was still quite aroused with a bulge in my pants and I knew it wouldn’t take me long to shoot a hot creamy load in my panties. I then slid my hand in my pocket and quietly said to myself "I'm so ready to cum Master, I'm ready to cum in my panties for you" as I began to rapidly massage my wee-wee. Within less then ten seconds I felt that wonderful throbbing sensation in my very excited wee-wee that I’d been waiting for then I felt the first stream of cum squirting into my panties. I looked down at the bulge in my pants and saw a wet spot appear near the top of it. I looked back up to keep an eye on the clerk as I continued rubbing my wee-wee and said “oh Master!” I then felt several more spurts of cum shooting into my panties and I looked back down to see the spot on my pants growing larger. By the time I stopped ejaculating I knew I had shot a large load of cum in my nylon panties and the spot on the front of my pants was really noticeable. I kind of panicked then as it was pretty obvious that the wet spot was cum! Just as I removed my hand from my pocket another female shopper came around the corner from behind me and entered the aisle where I was standing. I never saw her until that moment. She walked behind me then stopped about five feet from where I was standing. I immediately turned away from her and walked out of the aisle then proceeded to head quickly towards the exit. Fortunately I didn't meet anyone coming towards me as I walked through the store although I had to walk past a cashier who told me to "have a nice day". As I walked out the door a young woman was approaching the store and within ten feet of where I was at. I tried not to make direct eye contact with her but I did see her glance downward at me then look back up and she seemed to have a strange look on her face as she walked on past me. I felt my face get warm as I continued quickly towards my car and when I got there I looked at myself and could see the wetness had spread further down the left front side of my pants. It was much more obvious then when I was in the store and I'm pretty certain the woman who walked past me knew that I'd cum in my pants! I hurried to leave the parking lot as I worried the woman may report me and a security guard would be coming after me. I didn't feel relaxed and safe until I got into my house.

I came in my pants today at Kohl's

In one of my Flickr groups I had a Master instruct me to cum in my panties in public. I was anxious to follow his orders and since I had today off from work, it was the perfect time.

It's been almost twenty years since the last time I came in my panties in a public place and I was very excited thinking about doing it again. Since that time video surveillance is now almost everywhere so I knew I would need to be fairly discreet. I wore white Vanity Fair nylon full cut panties and dressed very much like I do every day for work, wearing a casual pullover shirt and black pleated pants. I then drove to a Kohl’s department store, playing with myself as I drove and thinking about what I was going to be doing. At Kohl’s, I went into the men’s department and pretended to shop for about ten minutes then took a few pairs of pants to the fitting room. Inside the fitting room, I opened the front of my pants then watched myself in the mirror as I played with my sissy wee-wee in my panties. I’ve been so excited thinking about doing this that it took very little time at all before I had a full erection. I zipped my pants back up and buckled my belt then stood there and played with myself through my pants for about another minute. By then I was more then ready to complete my task and as I left the fitting room the bulge in my pants made it pretty obvious that my wee-wee was excited. I wanted to be near the women’s underwear while completing my assignment but didn’t want to draw attention to myself by going into the lingerie department. I decided to go into the shoe department instead as it is right across the aisle from the lingerie. As I walked through the store I stayed in among the clothes instead of on a main aisle, that way I could occasionally put my hand in my pocket and discreetly massage my wee-wee to keep it erect. As I approached the shoe department I noticed a younger woman in the lingerie department shopping for panties. I positioned myself in the shoe department where I could watch her as I pretended to be looking for shoes. I put my hand in my pocket then began to rapidly massage the base of my excited sissy wee-wee with my fingers and I knew it wasn’t going to take long. Within about twenty seconds I felt that wonderful tingling and throbbing sensation in my very excited wee-wee and I was already past my point of no return. I quietly said to myself “oh yea Master, I’m gonna cum in my panties for you” and I began to ejaculate. I don’t know how many times I spurted but I knew it was a big load. I could feel cum running down inside my panties and around my balls as the wetness spread. I looked down at the front of my pants and could see a small wet spot on the left side up near my belt and to me it seemed obvious that it was cum. I knew I needed to leave right away then walked quickly towards the exit and when I got in my car to leave, I noticed that the wet spot had spread down the front left side of my pants. I got home and came directly to the computer to write this. I am still sitting here with cum in my pants and I will soon be licking them clean.

I need to thank the "Master" for helping me to remember how much fun it is to cum in my pants in public. I have a feeling I will be doing it again sometime very soon!