Friday, December 17, 2010

Exposed myself as planned

Today went just as planned, I masturbated on webcam with my face showing the entire time. It was such an incredible turn on! I was called a slut and a bitch, and ordered to fuck my butt deep and fast with my rubber dildo. I was moaning with pleasure as I rubbed my wee-wee and fucked my butt! It was absolutely wonderful!!! My sesssion ended with me cumming in my panties. What a surprise! It felt so good and I loved knowing that my face was being seen as I masturbated. I can hardly wait for the next time!!!

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Exposing myself on webcam

I plan on "fully exposing" myself this Friday, 12/17 between 9AM and 10AM EST (2PM and 3PM GMT) at Webcamnow.com. I will be dressed in bra and panties, and sucking a rubber cock as I masturbate. I'm certain I'll also be using that rubber cock in my butt at times too! My camera will be positioned in such a manner that my face will be visible throughout my entire masturbation session. I can hardly believe I'm planning on doing this and I'm trembling with excitement thinking about how anyone in the world will be able to see me and my facial expressions as I enjoy playing with my wee-wee while wearing panties. I'm so turned on that I'm playing with myself now as I write and I very nearly came in my pants! I CAN'T WAIT TO MASTURBATE AND CUM IN MY PANTIES on cam in less then 72 hours!!! Anyone watching will be able to see who this sissy is! And I hope there will be several people!!!

Friday, December 3, 2010

Masturbating on webcam again







I was back on Webcamnow.com this morning masturbating. It's so exciting having others watch me while I play with my wee-wee! Today I was dressed in bra, Olga panties, and stockings. I started out the session with my butt plug in place. After about ten minutes on cam I pulled my panties down to reveal my butt plug to everyone watching. I then pulled my panties back up and continued to play with my wee-wee in my panties. After about ten more minutes and after getting fully aroused, I removed my panties and the butt plug then inserted a ten inch rubber dildo into my waiting hole. I got incredibly turned on having others watch me fuck my own butt with a dildo while I continued playing with my wee-wee. I couldn't help but moan with pleasure which they seemed to enjoy. When I realized that I couldn't control myself much longer I put my panties back on, put the butt plug back in place then sucked the dildo that had been in my butt. Within seconds the viewers watched me completely soak my pretty panties with cum. I pulled my wet panties down in front and rubbed the dildo in my cum then licked it clean. It was an incredible turn on having people see what a sissy I can be. I can hardly wait for my next opportunity to have fun on my webcam. The images are how I looked just before starting my session.



Friday, November 12, 2010

I came in my pants at Kohl's again!

I was so turned on by cumming in my panties at Kohl's last month that I was hoping to do it again sometime soon. The Master who had instructed me to do it the last time was pleased with my performance and since I had enjoyed it so much he assignedme the task of cumming in my panties in public again, this time while in a cosmetics department looking at lipsticks.

I knew in advance that I would be off work today and prepared for my task by not having sex or masturbating to completion for the past ten days. I have played with myself often to build up lots of cum for my task and many times ended up with pre-cum in my panties although I never ejaculated during the ten day period. I was extremely horny and anxious to complete my assignment from the moment I woke up this morning and played with myself while looking at pictures on Flickr to get myself even more aroused. By around 10:30 AM I couldn’t contain my excitement any longer and was more then ready to complete my task.

I had decided I would again go to Kohl’s since that worked out so well the last time. I wore lavender nylon Fruit of the Loom full cut panties with a lacey waistband and a pink bra under my pullover shirt with tan pleated pants. Master instructed me to make the spot in my pants "obvious" and I knew by wearing tan pants I would accomplish that. I then followed pretty much the same routine as last time, playing with myself as I drove while thinking about how I would soon be squirting a creamy load in my pretty panties. I shopped for a short while in the men’s department then took some pants to the fitting room. I undid my pants and again watched in the mirror as I played with myself through my panties until I was fully aroused. I then pulled the front of my panty down so I could look at my very excited wee-wee. The skin was pulled tight and the head was shiny. I rubbed the head very gently until a small amount of pre-cum appeared. I wiped it with my finger and licked it then I pulled my panty back up and redid my pants. As I looked at myself in the mirror before leaving the fitting room, it was quite obvious that I had an erection in my pants and I was anxious to get to the cosmetics department to finish pleasuring myself.

The cosmetics department is half-way across the store from the men’s fitting room. I discreetly continued to play with myself as I walked through the small aisles among the clothes but then I also had to walk down one of the main aisles. I met a few people coming towards me in the aisle and felt rather self-conscious since I knew my erection could easily be noticed. I did however find it exciting to think that they may see that my wee-wee was aroused. As I approached the cosmetics department, I could see there was only one woman in the area shopping and a female sales clerk who was talking with her. Neither were in the aisle where the lipstick was located but as soon as I walked into that aisle the clerk saw me and asked if I needed her help with anything. I told her I was fine, that I was shopping for my wife’s birthday and I knew what I was getting then thanked her. I was relieved that she then continued helping the woman rather then coming over to where I was standing. I only stood there looking at the lipsticks for a moment as I knew if I waited too long the clerk would surely come over to help me. I was still quite aroused with a bulge in my pants and I knew it wouldn’t take me long to shoot a hot creamy load in my panties. I then slid my hand in my pocket and quietly said to myself "I'm so ready to cum Master, I'm ready to cum in my panties for you" as I began to rapidly massage my wee-wee. Within less then ten seconds I felt that wonderful throbbing sensation in my very excited wee-wee that I’d been waiting for then I felt the first stream of cum squirting into my panties. I looked down at the bulge in my pants and saw a wet spot appear near the top of it. I looked back up to keep an eye on the clerk as I continued rubbing my wee-wee and said “oh Master!” I then felt several more spurts of cum shooting into my panties and I looked back down to see the spot on my pants growing larger. By the time I stopped ejaculating I knew I had shot a large load of cum in my nylon panties and the spot on the front of my pants was really noticeable. I kind of panicked then as it was pretty obvious that the wet spot was cum! Just as I removed my hand from my pocket another female shopper came around the corner from behind me and entered the aisle where I was standing. I never saw her until that moment. She walked behind me then stopped about five feet from where I was standing. I immediately turned away from her and walked out of the aisle then proceeded to head quickly towards the exit. Fortunately I didn't meet anyone coming towards me as I walked through the store although I had to walk past a cashier who told me to "have a nice day". As I walked out the door a young woman was approaching the store and within ten feet of where I was at. I tried not to make direct eye contact with her but I did see her glance downward at me then look back up and she seemed to have a strange look on her face as she walked on past me. I felt my face get warm as I continued quickly towards my car and when I got there I looked at myself and could see the wetness had spread further down the left front side of my pants. It was much more obvious then when I was in the store and I'm pretty certain the woman who walked past me knew that I'd cum in my pants! I hurried to leave the parking lot as I worried the woman may report me and a security guard would be coming after me. I didn't feel relaxed and safe until I got into my house.

Friday, October 8, 2010

I came in my pants today at Kohl's

In one of my Flickr groups I had a Master instruct me to cum in my panties in public. I was anxious to follow his orders and since I had today off from work, it was the perfect time.

It's been almost twenty years since the last time I came in my panties in a public place and I was very excited thinking about doing it again. Since that time video surveillance is now almost everywhere so I knew I would need to be fairly discreet. I wore white Vanity Fair nylon full cut panties and dressed very much like I do every day for work, wearing a casual pullover shirt and black pleated pants. I then drove to a Kohl’s department store, playing with myself as I drove and thinking about what I was going to be doing. At Kohl’s, I went into the men’s department and pretended to shop for about ten minutes then took a few pairs of pants to the fitting room. Inside the fitting room, I opened the front of my pants then watched myself in the mirror as I played with my sissy wee-wee in my panties. I’ve been so excited thinking about doing this that it took very little time at all before I had a full erection. I zipped my pants back up and buckled my belt then stood there and played with myself through my pants for about another minute. By then I was more then ready to complete my task and as I left the fitting room the bulge in my pants made it pretty obvious that my wee-wee was excited. I wanted to be near the women’s underwear while completing my assignment but didn’t want to draw attention to myself by going into the lingerie department. I decided to go into the shoe department instead as it is right across the aisle from the lingerie. As I walked through the store I stayed in among the clothes instead of on a main aisle, that way I could occasionally put my hand in my pocket and discreetly massage my wee-wee to keep it erect. As I approached the shoe department I noticed a younger woman in the lingerie department shopping for panties. I positioned myself in the shoe department where I could watch her as I pretended to be looking for shoes. I put my hand in my pocket then began to rapidly massage the base of my excited sissy wee-wee with my fingers and I knew it wasn’t going to take long. Within about twenty seconds I felt that wonderful tingling and throbbing sensation in my very excited wee-wee and I was already past my point of no return. I quietly said to myself “oh yea Master, I’m gonna cum in my panties for you” and I began to ejaculate. I don’t know how many times I spurted but I knew it was a big load. I could feel cum running down inside my panties and around my balls as the wetness spread. I looked down at the front of my pants and could see a small wet spot on the left side up near my belt and to me it seemed obvious that it was cum. I knew I needed to leave right away then walked quickly towards the exit and when I got in my car to leave, I noticed that the wet spot had spread down the front left side of my pants. I got home and came directly to the computer to write this. I am still sitting here with cum in my pants and I will soon be licking them clean.

I need to thank the "Master" for helping me to remember how much fun it is to cum in my pants in public. I have a feeling I will be doing it again sometime very soon!

Friday, July 16, 2010

I want to suck another cock......

It's been almost fifteen months since I've had the pleasure of sucking my first and only cock! I am so horny to do it again I can hardly stand it. I masturbate constantly as I look at pictures of others enjoying the pleasure. That first time I didn't even get to finish. I want to finish! I want to taste another man's cum! I want to swallow a big thick load! Why can't I find someone that wants a sissy to pleasure him. I check Craigslist constantly to no avail. My biggest deterrent is that I can't host. Certainly there is someone out there in the area where I live that can? If you're in Fort Wayne Indiana, contact me. PLEASE!!! I want to be your sissy and suck your cock!!! No reciprocation required. Just tell me to get on my knees and tell me to "suck it". When I finish, humiliate me by making me masturbate for you while telling you how much I love your cock. Laugh at me as I cum in my panties and lick up my own cum. I can't wait any longer....I want to suck a cock!

Friday, March 26, 2010

Ready to masturbate on webcam again....

Last weeks session at webcamnow.com was wonderful. It only took a few minutes after I began broadcasting under my name "CockInPanty" that I began to draw an audience. I love to be watched and I was already getting excited. After chatting with one man for a very short time I let him know that I like to be told what to do. He immediately began to give me orders, having me display my sissy clit and boy pussy for him. He then made me finger fuck my pussy. By then, there were more viewers watching me play with my clit and finger my pussy. The man told me I was going to suck his cock and began telling me in detail what I would do. I had to tell him that I wanted to suck his big cock and that I would love having him fill my mouth with cum. He called me sissy slut and cocksucker and told me to stroke my little sissy cock. I did as I was told and he told me to stroke it faster. I told him that would make me cum too soon, and I wasn't ready to cum yet. He said he didn't want to wait, that I was GOING TO CUM! He then told me to rapidly stroke my little cock and to get ready to catch my cum in my hand. I couldn't take it any more. I put my left hand under my cock then rapidly stroked my excited sissy clit. I knew there were now ten viewers watching me as I began to shoot a massive load of my hot sissy cream into my hand. I continued stroking, squirting every drop of luscious cum into my hand. The man then ordered me to lick up my cream and imagine that I was licking his cum from his cock. He told me to be noisy. I moaned in pleasure as I licked my hand clean. What a turn on! I hope today's session is just as good. I'll be in my bra and panties and broadcasting again shortly. I can't wait!

Friday, March 19, 2010

Friday fun

It's Friday and as usual lately I'm getting ready to masturbate on webcam. I'm so excited at the thought. I love to have people watch me playing with my little sissy clit in my panties. I especially love getting orders and being told what to do. Eventually I can't control myself and soak my pretty panties with cum like a naughty sissy. That's the best! Having everyone see me cum in my panties!!! I hate to cut my writing short but I can't wait any longer. I know I'm about to have a nice sticky mess in my panties again.

Friday, January 29, 2010

I let myself get caught masturbating

I’ve often fantasized about getting caught while masturbating and on a recent vacation to a Jamaican resort I had the ideal opportunity to let it happen. On the fourth day at the resort as I was sitting by the pool enjoying the “sights” I started feeling the desire for some sexual gratification. Since my wife was in the pool doing water aerobics I decided to go back to the room to relieve my desires with some quick solo pleasure. As I neared the room I saw the “housekeeping” cart at the room next to ours and when I went inside our bed was still unmade. I assumed that the maid would most likely be coming to our room next and since I was already planning to masturbate, the thought of “getting caught” came to mind. I was immediately turned on by the idea but I wanted to do something so that it didn’t look too obvious. I figured the best thing would be to make it appear to the maid that I didn’t hear her knock on the door. I got my ipod and earphones out of my bag then removed my t-shirt and bathing suit and laid on the bed in direct view of the door. My cock was already hard and fully erect as I put the earphones in place. I then put the ipod next to me for show but didn’t turn it on so that I could hear when the maid was coming. I was beginning to feel nervous about what I was doing but by then I was so turned on that I didn’t want to stop. As I began to slowly rub my cock and think about the maid seeing me I realized I wasn’t going to last very long. I then heard the cart in the hallway moving closer. My heart really started pounding as I wrapped my hand around my cock and began stroking my erection. When the maid knocked on the door and said “housekeeping” I shut my eyes enough so they appeared closed but I could still see through my eyelashes. I then began to rapidly stroke my hard pink meat and as the maid unlocked the door my balls tightened and I felt that familiar pulsing sensation in my very excited cock. Even if I had wanted to, I knew there was no way to stop myself from cumming and as the door opened a stream of cum shot on my chest and belly. The young maid appeared to be totally surprised and immediately began to apologize for coming in but as I continued stroking my cock and squirting cum on my belly she seemed to sense that I didn’t know she was there. She then left the room and quietly closed the door behind her. I opened my eyes and watched the last bit of cum drain onto by belly as I finished stroking my cock. I could hardly believe I had just let someone see me masturbating but the large amount of cum on my chest and belly made it pretty obvious how excited I had been. I used several tissues cleaning up my cum then tossed them into the waste basket. There was no doubt in my mind when the maid emptied it a short while later the smell of cum was still noticeable enough to remind her of what she saw.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

I'm still a Sissy

It's a new year but nothing has changed. I'M STILL A SISSY wearing my panties 24/7 and masturbating while I fantasize about sucking cock! I hope in the new year I will once again enjoy the pleasure of having a cock in my mouth! I want to suck cock and I want to swallow a nice big load of another man's cum. My cock gets hard whenever I think about it and I've been thinking about it a lot lately. I have a hard cock in my panties right now that is begging for pleasure and I'm about to take care of it. It will be my first masturbation session of the new year and I'm sure there will be many more to come. It's time to play!